thinking

I had a bad day and could not help my family with work today, which meant i felt even worse with guilt and decided to vid a bit to feel better, ended up making a firefly video - when i was looking for songs for my Zoe vid i chose a Lana Del Rey one and the song "I can fly" from her was right beside the one i chose, it wasnt was i was looking for but i bookmarked it as Kylee? and today i made something out of that, only that the video wanted to be about River too and because i was (and still am) sick and tired i did not argue with it, so now i made a Kylee - River fanvid, 
i will let it and me sleep first because right now i am in no shape to tell if the theme manages to stay clear at all, but i am still kind of happy.