Dor Fanvid

May. 5th, 2017 09:56 pm
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Dor - Zeenat/Meera - you are always welcome to my home
DISCLAIMER: This is a fan video. I do not own the rights to any of the clips or music. For nonprofit entertainment purposes only.
 
Fandom: Dor (2006)
Music: Dara Puspita - Welcome To My House(leftside cover) (72)

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"Loving him was red/losing him was the deepest blue"
Two woman deal with grief and find eachother.
 
finished date: 31. March 2017

notes:
i love the story/relationship and video-important visual-special the use of the colors: blue and red and hope i captured a bit of that in my video.
It starts with Zeenat waiting for Meera, the red flags above/behind her - red is the colour of happiness-better times-their husbands - she herself is in purple/pink - there is still hope for her to get her husband back. Its also just a great composition in that shot.
When at night i am sitting all alone"After Meera denies her her request, and hangs the red scarf into the tree to the others (wishing for good fortune) Zeenat sits underneath it and cries dressed in blue. "in a house i can no longer call my own" with the death of her husband Meera lose all her privileges, including the colour red.
I am staring at the red light of the fire" Zeenat steps toward Meera - her only hope to save her husband.
fav lyric match:"at the picture of the boy i still desire" because i always mishear it as "the boy i am still beside" which fits so well with the dancing. remebering but LIVING. "to show you the door to complete happiness" In that spirit. They eat sweets. Meera does stand before the wall with the pink letters.
fav lyric match: "I love him with all my little heart"with the transition - conected with movement - from Meera sliding to the floor crying over the red scarf to the paper with Zeenaths husbands mercy falling from her hands to the lyrics "nothing in the world could ever make us part"
Till the girl who had the bigger house then me/made you go and leave me in this misery"I like the visual connection between the locked door and the red scarf/good luck charm+the pardon tied to the tree.
18.7.2017. fixed some gosthframes

Dor Fanvid

May. 5th, 2017 09:47 pm
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DISCLAIMER: This is a fan video. I do not own the rights to any of the clips or music. For nonprofit entertainment purposes only.
 
Fandom: Dor (2006)
Music: Dolly Parton - Jolene
"please dont take my man" Meera literally holds his life in her hands, but Zeenat ask her to cast away the last thing she feels she has from her husband a tiny bit revenge. what i like about the song is the soft and complimenting way jolene/the other woman is described as. you fall for the one woman able to end your husbands life/whos husband killed yours.

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this is version 2.0 of the video. where i worked a bit on the ending to make it less abrupt.

finished date: 4.5.2017
edited some gosth frames: 7.08-2017

notes:
This video starts with tension, Zeenat stands there with hard eyes, waiting for Meera, ready to beg but also fight for her husbands life (but then she meets Meera, and cares for her, cant just hurt her to archive her goals) / Meera takes the red scarf (that she wanted to give Zeenat) now that she knows that it was Zeenats husband who killed her husband. The red (their husbands, a better time) is there but it is unreachable, above them.

And I can not compete with you"The red scarf was a gift of her husband,Meera can no longer wear it, but with Zeenats help she came back to living in her ways, and she wants this object to be part of live again to because it means so much to her. I have a great love for symbolic objects, and as a sub-trope of that of reproposing this objects, change is a way of live, i always wanted to do that (but i can not write) - Zeenat and Meera swap the scarf and the good luck charm both red both gifts from their husbands.
(for example i loved it in fast and furious with the charger and the cross. we meet this objects as the symbols of Doms grief/undealed emotions over his fathers death and the resulting load of resonsibilities/stress on him. the car is called cursed. by people in the movies. Brians arrival results in actions that end with Dom crashing the car (and having dealt a bit with it) when we meet it again, Letty has fixed the car for Doms come back but when she dies trying to get him back (with Brians help) Dom takes it up (clutches to it) with the vow to revenge her, again the car and the cross are loaded with undealed emotions,grief. But in the end of that movie, he doesnt kill the guy responsiblie for it,and he does not run from the consquences. but when there is no justice for him, Brian (and Mia) bail him out - Brain drives the charger with the cross dangeling for that. In the 7 movie we learn that the cross was used instead of rings at Letty and Doms wedding - what i am trying to say is how it most general is doms heart but the way the movies use it both for family and romantic relationships, givin all of them the same weight is facinating. also because it lends itself so wonderful to non-straight (and non -monogam) interpretations: see lily_the_kid "Dear future husband")

Its a video about moving on. "You could have your choice of men but i could never love again" ditchonomy of Meera pushing open the door and rushing to give Zeenat the pardon. To live while you can, Meeras husband will not return to her but Zeenats still can. and she has found new hope - as she signals holding up her new red good luck charm from Zeenat.
in that light i love the little moment at 1.27 to 1.34 (Zennat leaving the pardon and good luck charm in the tree / Meera doing her own little "jump of faith" after talking with Zennat, the live coming back to her/ Meera stoping to give Zennat the pardon and show her that she has the good luck charm) - i like the sense of motion for it. 
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Hawaii 5 - O - Konno - teen for god

DISCLAIMER: This is a fan video. I do not own the rights to any of the clips or music. For nonprofit entertainment purposes only.
Fandom: Hawaii 5 - O (2010) (reboot)
Music: Dar Williams - Teen for god
Warnings: (police) violence, guns, headshot from behind, a girl being tied up, blood, bruises, drowning, themes of religion/faith,
 
Konno loves her home and her job. She loves the people around her.  
But sometimes it´s hard.

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password: ServeAndProtect

And we pray for the sinners/And their drunken car wrecks/And vow that I'll never get high/And have sex"
The show like a lot of crime shows can drift into violence. self interest (rage, revenge) of the police "Heros" but Konno is not shown involved in that a lot. She is the rooki of the team - the hope and wish for her to be a better person than they could be. (the others get better too,at least a bit therapy helped them! this makes me stupidly happy (of cause thats probably not what the makers intented but i i like this better).
So there is Konno being sworn i, getting her gun - vowing to protect and serve the law and people - and her smashing a car window because the sex traffic case was wearing her thin (7.19), her holding another woman under water (1.2). 
"And God made every leaf on every tree/Each grain of sand"
Chin hugging her in s2.e1. because she fears for her job after the thing with the govenor. Adam holding her as they watch a family reunion Adam arranged for a fellow prisioner who became a better person and helped him there (7.5). 
Redemptation, doing wrong and then doing better. Chins arc, Adams arc. 
Also Steve/Konno - not romantical/sexual but damn. He wants her to stay safe, he wants her to do better. And I am ashamed but yeah i dig this sad guilty face.
i tried to show her culture and people - the places she gets her strenght from. even in crisis. 

more notes
The first "teen for g.d" shows her in her first episode gaping for air and being so shocked angry that someone would ruin her wave (she knocks him for that)/her as a little kid and her mothers encouraging words: you will get knocked off again, again and again, but you can always get up again too.
The little girl who binds the braclet around her arm is from 1.06 - when an old friend of Konno shows her where he lives, house prices are very high but the people there do not want to leave (the land of their ancestors) - the show has like lots of cop shows a problem with affirming the status quo of the system a lot but sometimes things are done good/okay.
the little amulet she is looking at (0:58) is the patron saints of police, Dannys gift to her for her swearing-in-ceremony - when she feels useless/helpless and has to spring in action
the badge sliding over the table is Chins offering him back in in 1.24 (after all the shit they pulled on him)
(i love objects in fanvids! symbolic story telling. not having to look in faces)
- the song is actually about the problems with institutional religion (in form of denying things that are personal decisions) while being spirutal.
The desires she fights to control here are anger/violence, depression, and self interest.
I love stories about people taking action, seeing unjustice and wanting to end them, i love characters who chose to protect (kids!i love kids in media, i love characters who love them) - changing the system from within  is difficult -
the video is not really about this.
i love hopeful videos too much, i vid for myself. vid to deal with stuff and feel better. and maybe someone else will feel stuff (and better even?) because of it too.
1:04 the way she turns away unable to look at that scene.
1:47 - small stuff but i do love Konno/Kathrine - and i am general for more femslash 
 
finished date: 5.5.2017
edited out some gosth frames: 18.07.2017

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